The Turning Point In My Recovery was accepting that I would never ever get better.

Now I know this sounds opposite to what a lot of phyco-babblist will tell you. And it  gets even worse if your a Christian. If you are a

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Man Spaces

Man Spaces The Jameson bottle glistened whole mockingly in its perch. “Bloody bottle” he said “Tiger bloody Woods” I responded We laughed till we were out of breath

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The Promise

  The promise I, ____, take you, ____, for my lawful (husband/wife), to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for

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Soiled

    Soiled is how it feels…is how it felt. I felt dirty when they did it to me. I felt dirty for years afterwards. I still feel

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Welcome to Sunday

Pillows lost Sheets in balls The smell of sweat, sex and red wine ‘Good morning’ she said with that look in her eye, ‘let me welcome you to

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I scream because I want to be seen

I scream because I want to be seen When people with PTSD or BPD become so emotionally overcharged everything losses perspective, the sufferer feels diminished and failing in their

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Happy

Happy When I forget that I’m not I realize that I am …..happy

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Getting to Happy

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I want to write our tomorrow together

I want to write our tomorrow together – what ever that means. The thought and hope of walking together in life with someone who cares enough about where

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Psalm for the Broken

Psalm for the Broken was written at a stage when things where changing for me. I had come to terms with what had happened to me. I had accepted

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